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I've been married for ten and a half years, the vast amount of that time happily. So needless to say, the number of other men I've kissed is limited to a very few, and all of those platonically on the cheek. My dad, Nolan's dad, various uncles, and of course my boys. However, for the first time in over a decade, I find myself kissing another man.
It's just in the show, but it's seriously awkward. Mark, my co-star, is a very sweet man, and he's perfectly fine as far as men go, but ARGH!
I can't get over the fact that I'm kissing another man.
It's weird.
And it FEELS awkward, like we're trying to manufacture chemistry. Which, to some extent, I guess we are. (His wife is seriously gorgeous. And he's no Nolan.)
I never had a problem with kissing on stage before I was married, and until now I haven't had occasion to, since. However to add insult to injury, one night at rehearsal this week, after 'the kiss,' I forgot my line. How embarrassing. I mean the kiss wasn't mind-blowing or anything, but it was, oh, I don't know, distracting, I guess. And we just stayed there, centimeters apart for like 15 seconds 'til I remembered that I was supposed to say something.
Good grief.
I just need to memorize my lines, try not to bump into the furniture, and not let the fact that I have to kiss this guy twice every night and act like I really want to, throw me for a loop.
*headdesk*
It's just in the show, but it's seriously awkward. Mark, my co-star, is a very sweet man, and he's perfectly fine as far as men go, but ARGH!
I can't get over the fact that I'm kissing another man.
It's weird.
And it FEELS awkward, like we're trying to manufacture chemistry. Which, to some extent, I guess we are. (His wife is seriously gorgeous. And he's no Nolan.)
I never had a problem with kissing on stage before I was married, and until now I haven't had occasion to, since. However to add insult to injury, one night at rehearsal this week, after 'the kiss,' I forgot my line. How embarrassing. I mean the kiss wasn't mind-blowing or anything, but it was, oh, I don't know, distracting, I guess. And we just stayed there, centimeters apart for like 15 seconds 'til I remembered that I was supposed to say something.
Good grief.
I just need to memorize my lines, try not to bump into the furniture, and not let the fact that I have to kiss this guy twice every night and act like I really want to, throw me for a loop.
*headdesk*
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That would be bizarre. I don't know if I could do that.
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And the actress in me wants to treat it like any other part of the show, and rehearse it til it's perfect, but the Carrie part of me goes, "Nooooooooooo!"
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'Jack' being played by a 50 year old man whose eldest kid is older than me.
Yeah.. Not good looking, not attractive... kind of a diva...
Basically I read your post and went "ohhh Carrie, I feel for you."
*hugs*
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EWWWWWW!
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*cough*
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It's an epidemic.
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You're right. It *is* an epidemic.
I'm very annoyed with the girl who's playing cecily. She told the director she refused to play across from "jack" and so she got the good looking bloke. She's lucky I like her. :D
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:P
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Good luck!
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Good luck hon. Just remember its acting. I hope your hubby is comfortable.
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The thing is, I know it's acting. I'm the professional. I should be able to do this without any issue at all!
Hubby is... not upset, but he's not head over heels, either. :/
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You're in my prayers.
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Well just like you know, though, it is all part of the show and I know you & Nolan have discussed these things, so just do your best as I know you will. ;)
*huggles you* Break a leg! :D
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