Whenever I finish a big project, like the show we just struck yesterday, my body decides that it has a bit of time to not be in top form, and oftentimes decides to shut down.

I wish to tell my immune system in a very stern voice: Now is not that time. I'm jumping into the next project (Victorian costumes!), have to build at least three sets of Victorian undergarments and various and sundry other costume-y type stuff, will spend the next two weekends out of town for a marriage retreat and my 20 year reunion, respectively, I have to make my children's Halloween costumes, finish a quilt for a baby who is nearly two months old, finish promised projects to other extended family members and take care of my family and home on top of it all.

I. Do not. Have time. To be ill.

Also, I have a touch of insomnia tonight. Fun times! So, I did the laundry from the show - extracting tattoo cover makeup from nylon/poly blend isn't as easy as one might think - and read the next play for which I want to audition, had a bath and am now sipping hot milk in an effort to get sleepy.

The play I read is funny. I love plays. That isn't to say that I don't love musicals. I do. But there's something about a play; reading a character aloud and finding the right accent, imagining the scene onstage, plotting out the comedic timing. I love it. It's as comforting as putting on a fluffy robe and curling up on the couch to watch a movie. In this particular play, that character I'd want to play is actually three different characters and have German, Scottish and English accents respectively. A dream for an actress. How much FUN would that be?

Anyway, it's a long shot. One female character, a billion girls who'll show up to audition, yet I'm ever hopeful.

The musical that we just put to bed was a good experience. It was a LOT of work. But I'm glad that I did it, and I'm happy that so many people enjoyed our efforts. It's gratifying, to put art out there and have it be recognized. And once I get the laundry done and the costumes back from the cleaners and put them all away, it'll really be finished.

You see why I don't have time to be sick?
I think it's completely uncool that on the first day I have off, with nothing planned that I HAVE to attend, no meetings, no responsibilities, no NOTHING (if you'll forgive the double negative) that I wake up with a headache. A bad headache. Does my body know? Can it sense that I have time to be sick?

And then, thankfully, I was able to go back to sleep, and actually dreamed about having a headache. Among other things. Other... really weird, inappropriate and totally unrealistic things. But during them all I still had a headache. Uncool.

I have bulbs to plant. Groceries to buy. A house that seriously needs a deep clean. I pile of ironing. So much laundry that I can't even see the bottom of the pile. SO MUCH LAUNDRY. I mean, there's only four of us, right? Where does it all come from? And where do all the matched socks go? I don't buy them in singles. Yet I have 20 socks with no mates. Whatever. Uncool.

Oh, and I also stabbed myself in the thumb with a pair of manicure scissors.

I'm not going to go into the whys and hows of that.

But seriously? My kids are great. My husband is great. My life, on the whole, is fantastic.

But this headache is uncool and unwelcome. And unbelievably tenacious.
persephone33: (emu kid)
( Oct. 13th, 2007 03:35 pm)
I have been sick all day...  I took cough meds last night and evidently hydrocodone, or its generic equivalent, is still not my friend.

I overslept, nearly screwed things up for [personal profile] jandjsalmon, and then have just felt like wet ass all day.  In case you were wondering, that's not good.  And my kids are with the in-laws this weekend!  I should be celebrating, but instead and headachey and nauseous.

Now I'm off to block a sketch for church.  *smacks forehead*  Church Drama.  Yikes.  I've never seen one that's good.  And I'm not on my "A" game, so this one probably won't be stellar, either.  Luckily, we have a month still.  Oh, yuck.  A month of rehearsing church drama.  Sheesh.
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