It's no secret (or maybe it is) that I've been in a funk for the last few months, for most of the fall, actually. But just in the last week I've seen the light at the end of the tunnel and I feel happy for the first time in a long time. It isn't that I haven't had anything to be happy about, because I do: Great husband, great kids, great family, and a wonderful community of online friends that I hold dear.

Despite the medicine I'm currently taking making me BEYOND ill, I feel good. Energized. And it's been so long since I've felt that way that I don't know what to do with all the excess energy. I was online for a few minutes this morning and got sad at some of the things I read, but was able to feed all my boys breakfast, and that was good. Nolan had an MRI early this morning for some leg and back pain (He's OLD, y'all) but got to come home after for breakfast. We're having a dinner party tonight, so that's kind of fun; I went grocery shopping early this morning and the retired gentleman who took my bags to the car for me was the sweetest thing ever; he was kind and solicitous. He asked me how I was, and sounded like he actually cared about the answer! He loaded the sacks in the back of my car, and then opened my driver's side door for me. Nolan does that, as do the boys, but to have someone other than family act in such a chivalrous manner made me smile. And glow, a little.

I think that what I'm trying to say is that I'm choosing to be happy. I'm not letting the bad stuff weigh me down. I'm going to do what I do to the best of my ability, to love God and love others, and try not to worry and fret over the minutia of junk that comes up daily, and especially the things I have absolutely no control over.

*big love to the flist*
persephone33: (Shakespeare hates your emo poems)
( Dec. 13th, 2008 11:19 pm)
I have sneezed no less than 60 times today.

What. The. Heck.
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persephone33: (writer coffee)
( Nov. 23rd, 2008 11:07 am)
Teenaged boys are gone, my own children have not yet arrived back home, so I'm basking in the glow of a quiet home.  I've been trying to put things back together.  It's not too bad, really.  They were sweet boys, and made me laugh a LOT.  We really enjoyed ourselves this weekend, and a couple of the boys will be forever changed by the retreat, I think.  So it was worth it.

The band that they had for the kids was fabulous.  I bought a CD.  They're out of Houston and they rock.  I don't even really like most "Christian" music.  They're called The Access, and their music can be heard here.  Seriously, you won't be disappointed.  No cheesy stuff here.

Also (lest you think I've become someone else), how cute are these necklaces?  Must not.  Must resist.  But if I get Christmas money, We all know what I'm going to buy...

Aaaand, Mrs. Meyers Clean Day All Purpose Cleaner and Countertop Spray in geranium scent?  I want to marry it and have little awesome baby cleaning products with it.  It's de-funkifying my house as we speak.  :D

You folks have a lovely rest of your lazy Sunday afternoon.  I'm going to work on my exchange fic.  Must.  Finish. Soon.  Eeek.  EEEEEEEEK.

As I was driving down our tree-lined street to take the boys to school today, I realized that something was wrong.  When I got out of the car, I saw that the right rear tire was flat.  

Come ON, now.  

Really.  Enough with the things going to hell.

Our retired neighbor was driving by so she picked us up and took the boys to school, thankfully. And now two guys from the shop are fixing my tire.  The ones that are supposed to working on the new house.  *headdesk*

Now I will spend the morning at the tire shop, instead of packing.  Signing is Wednesday, moving day is Thursday.  

And we bought a spiffy new refrigerator and washer and dryer last night.  My threshold for happiness?  Perhaps skewed somewhat when major appliances make me smile.  :D

And in less time than it took me to type this, the spare is on and I'm off to the tire store.  Tra la la.

persephone33: (hp & the crying fangirls)
( Jul. 16th, 2007 03:32 pm)


**** I took the kids to the pool today and always feel a little pervy about appreciating the sheer aesthetic beauty of the twenty-something lifeguards.  The men, anyway (the girls are lovely  too, I'm sure).  Tan skin, sunbleached hair, and the muscle definition of men who have the luxury of time to work out every day.  They may not be doing it for me, but I appreciate it anyway.  

**** I finished the book, I Capture the Castle by Dodie Smith (who also wrote chidrens plays, the most popular being 101 Dalmations).  The book is set up to read like a 17 year-old girl's journal entries...  I suppose what I can relate it to best would be something like Pride and Prejudice, set in the 1930's.  It was very, very good.  I'm going to read it again, probably.  And I'm sorry for mocking it a couple of entries back.  It deserves no mocking at all.

**** The sheer selfishness and self-involvement of people never fail to astound me.  Some people move blithely through life, never aware at all of the people around them, of situations unfolding right next to them.  It takes quite a bit of self-control on my part  to not march right up to them, give them a sound slap and shake them into social consiousness.  Be aware of people around you.  Be cognizant of the fact that others exist, and that perhaps you should think about how others feel before acting.  Or speaking.  Open your eyes.  Stop 'navel-gazing' as my mother always put it.  She's wise.  I really should've written down some of the things she said to me while I was growing up.  Now I've forgotten most of them.

**** I continue to get lovely reviews for my story in the [community profile] dgficexchange.  That certainly makes me smile.  I can't wait til the big reveal; I'm almost positive I know who wrote what this year.  That either means I read WAY too much fan fiction or that....  yeah, I read too much fan fiction.  Ah, well.  There are worse things.  

**** Italian Rosemary & Herb Lays potato chips are the finest snack food on the planet.  *nods*

 

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persephone33: (Carrie & Emily)
( Jul. 3rd, 2007 08:18 pm)
I am an incredibly blessed person.  This isn't a new realization; on some level, I know this to be true daily.  However, I do have days where I get sucked into a "me" depression spiral.  Thankfully, these days are balanced by the knowledge that I serve a merciful and benevolent God who gives me all the grace I could possibly ask for.  He's pretty incredible.  Mad props to God, yo.

Meanwhile, under the cut, it's pretty image intensive.  Watch out!


Random FYI:  I'm the biggest dork EVER.  I was doing a crossword at the pool today where #63 across was "spoke snake" and had 6 letters.  My first thought?  Parseltongue won't fit there.  Answer:  hissed.  =P
persephone33: (River Firefly)
( Apr. 13th, 2007 10:21 am)
My wonderful, sweet, handsome, adorable husband is leaving this afternoon with our two precious sons to go to our cabin.  Before you go getting jealous, the cabin is two hours away, in Childress, Texas, which is the birthplace of... well, nothing.  There's nothing there.  There's some antique stores, a Wal-Mart, and a mediocre Mexican food restaurant.  Anyway, the cabin (very nice, though) is on about 600 acres that we lease to a rancher, so there's cows.  The boys enjoy themselves; they go play outside and get dirty, and Nolan can hunt, when things are in season, pheasants, turkeys, deer, etc.  The outdoors is not really my bag, so when I go I mostly watch cable (something we don't have at home) cook, and sleep.  This weekend, they are planting trees, but I am tied up here in town with the show, So I can't go.  

*pouts*

HA!  Not really!  I'm so excited about the prospect of being alone all weekend I can't SEE straight.  I think I'll go shopping, read, play on the computer, AND I went and got the next two discs of Firefly, so I'm going to rot my brain with that for sure.  I may even have the cast & crew over after the show tonight or tomorrow.  *thinks*  Must go get liquid refreshment if I do that.

Random:  
1.  I have uploaded 105 userpics.  I'd have more if I had a bigger account.  However, as I'll probably never use all the ones I have, I'll stop, I guess.
2.  Bernadette Peters is supossed to be in Santa Fe over Labor Day...  really want to go to that.
3.  How wonderful is Olay Body wash with body butter ribbons? Pretty great, I say.
4.  It's cold and rainy in April.  I'm ready for warm weather!
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